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I guess i get that i'm different. i mean in my top 8 is a drag queen, two gay boi's, 4 lesbians and a nude photographer.

Only because i doubt i will ever hear from this chic again will i write so frankly.

I recently found an old friend from the LDS church, and this was one of the really cool ones. i always felt decently close to her and have missed her a number of times since i stopped going to church. she was always kinda seen as one of the rebels too and my mother and i always saw her as quite open minded. which she was.

but i guess that was my mistake. i sent her a message saying hey its me, check out my site and see if you wanna add me as friends or not. i just went through her site and friends and wow, i found all my mormons i was raised with. i'm not ususally that stupid. I found Tera, Stacy, Tyson, Kammy, Kelly, and then some. it was a total mental mind fuck. and now i'm kinda pissed. fucking mormons.

this reminds me why i dont' fit in.

i hated these people. and they hated me.

i only miss a number of people. two or three. Jessica, whom i guess i will now have to let go of now, Auriel and Kelly. too bad for me. or rather, too bad for them.

And even better, i sent Jessica that message a couple of days ago. she has been on since then. she didn't add me.
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kittykatkawaii
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Time:2005-12-25 04:17 am (UTC)
im sorry, that kinda sux. but on a totally unrelated topic, your icon is long and interesting =D
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phoenixmistress
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Time:2005-12-28 02:32 am (UTC)
Believe me I know how you feel. I never ever fit in with them either. Every time I go to church now it's a total trip. I am SO DIFRENT every time I open my mouth it feels like I'm lying even though it's something stupid like "oh, I'm fine." *screams* Don't ever EVER let them tell you that your wrong for having an opinion. Don’t ever let them make you feel stupid for seeking knowledge from another source. Never EVER let them make you change who you are.

*Steps off soap box*

Anyway, how are you love?

We all need to get together sometime I miss all the craziness!
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