I guess i get that i'm different. i mean in my top 8 is a drag queen, two gay boi's, 4 lesbians and a nude photographer.
Only because i doubt i will ever hear from this chic again will i write so frankly.
I recently found an old friend from the LDS church, and this was one of the really cool ones. i always felt decently close to her and have missed her a number of times since i stopped going to church. she was always kinda seen as one of the rebels too and my mother and i always saw her as quite open minded. which she was.
but i guess that was my mistake. i sent her a message saying hey its me, check out my site and see if you wanna add me as friends or not. i just went through her site and friends and wow, i found all my mormons i was raised with. i'm not ususally that stupid. I found Tera, Stacy, Tyson, Kammy, Kelly, and then some. it was a total mental mind fuck. and now i'm kinda pissed. fucking mormons.
this reminds me why i dont' fit in.
i hated these people. and they hated me.
i only miss a number of people. two or three. Jessica, whom i guess i will now have to let go of now, Auriel and Kelly. too bad for me. or rather, too bad for them.
And even better, i sent Jessica that message a couple of days ago. she has been on since then. she didn't add me.
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